Bland

bland 

 /blænd/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [bland] Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective, -er, -est.
4.
not highly flavored; mild; tasteless:

I feel like this is the life that I lead. Wheres the excitement and consistent contentment I use to have? Granted I'm use to going through life constantly moving and changing and never maintaining any kind of permanency but after last years "fam" experience nothing else is seeming to compare. But everything changes so I guess it doesn't make too much sense to get too comfortable. Between friendships, relationships, marriages, babies, breakups, hangups, its just a constant rollercoaster that makes my pure focus being on standing up and not falling down. Maybe I need a good push over to get myself started on something.